Day 34

Weight: 156.2
Overnight: +0.4
Overall: -22.8

B: none
L: chicken "breaded" w/ wasa bread, broccoli
S: apple
D: baked chicken in a salad w/ broccoli, tomatoes & wasa bread "croutons"


I feel fatter. And discouraged. And depressed. And I just want to eat myself numb. I hate this. I went shopping tonight. So hard. I noticed all the thin people who were walking around, not having to worry about not eating food. I also noticed all the fat people. All the extremely overweight people. Mostly women. I don't want to become that. So I stick with my chicken salad.
Tomorrow will be hard. I can't not give the kids Easter candy. And we're going to do colorful rice krispy treats. Mmmmm... well... for them anyway.